akhir2 ni, makin kurang dpt lenakan mata ni di awal waktu. mgkn kerana mengenangkn masa2 akhir sbg sorg pelajar undergrad. Ya Allah, murahkanlah rezki ku. murahkan lah rezki sahabat2 ku.
byk perkara yg dtg menerpa ruang fikiran. harus ke manakah kaki ini terus melangkah. ya Allah. usai interview pertama ku dlm usaha membina kerjaya.
Alhamdulillah, fair. didnt prepare a lot, im not really interested act, only bcoz the company has the branch at ganu, i step forward. but, after hving good time with them, alhamdulillah, feeling warmly apprecited n feeling like wanna be a part of them. oh Allah, guide me.
n rite now, really want to describe much about how i see the world in a day journey. heh. as i dont hv much time to grab this chance again.
grateful.
totally feeling grateful with all i hv. myself as a malaysian, student, daughter to ma n abah, n a friend to good friends, etc.. so many things i must thank to Allah. yes, definitely, Allah has grant me a good life. from then till now, always hv lunch, dinner..food, without a need to struggle. Allah always ease my way, i hv 'tool' to make me move. i own good physical and mental health, enable me to live good to this far.
realize now!
compare to a non-malaysian man who dont hv money to buy bus ticket to go to kl, n he quietly sit in a seat, until the real owner of the seat show up, and asked for his right. owh, if i at his place, how embraced i am?
compare to a family who has a house, in front part, rented for a kingdergarten, side part, a footstep far from the next house, a house with not appropriate 'aliran sisa kumbahan', need to be grateful enough for me to have such a big house. oh Allah.
compare to a pakcik bas who strive for his earn to keep the family's life up, who need to travel over distance just to send us to the destination, need to left his wife, children, in every travel, sometimes didnt deserve the respect from the other. oh Allah, bless him.
compare to other mother, with 2 children, who got their rest in the musolla at the terminal, with the little kids that is laughing and smiling without knowing the meaning of life, and a sister with the observing eyes, im not the selected person to be one of them. oh Allah, so so much i must be grateful enough.
2nd. sincere.
yes, sincere! an easy word, yet really hard for me. Allah teach me how the ikhlas really meant. He tests me, how much could i be patient with this thing that i really hope for.
deep..really deep. i put at a safe place. my hope. n i believe his hope too. tawakkal tu 'alallah. my life for Allah, n my greatest love is for Him and His lover, Muhammad saw. still it remains hope till now, pray, pray and pray the best for us.
along my way, i bring the spirit together, sometimes i can see the future, sometimes i cant. but, only my believe to Allah keep me up to this far. neither anything or nothing is done without His will, n my promise, i kept as a sign of my believe! n i still wait, for the promise to be strength enough. oh Allah, may U grant us patience and steps to make it! doa. i put it all out. every single thing i ask to Allah n i hope for him so.
(ok, dah. lega skt rase. setelah bsusah payah coretkn kata2 dlm manglish ni.)
Allah, hanya Engkau Maha Mengetahui. hanya diriku hambaMu yg sentiasa perlu kepadaMu.Allah, cintaMu terlalu agung, ku mohon cintaMu dn cinta RasulMu. jadikanku pemburu cinta agung itu ya Allah, hingga ke akhirnya..Allah.
Mencintai seseorang dn dia tidak mencintainya kecuali kerana Allah;
Benci utk kembali kpd kekufuran selepas Allah menyelamatkan drpdnya spt bencinya dicampakkan ke dlm api neraka.
manisnya iman..Allah, ku ingin merasainya. sentiasa!
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